guts

i want to stop

uh j yang aku piker kebelakangan ni..aku tak tau nak berhenti apa..tapi aku nak berhenti..aku takut..aku takut ngan semua benda, i cant stop thinking what will happen. i just..i just want to stop..😢😢

aku rasa penat..aku penat berlari, aku penat berjalan, aku penat dengan semua benda..dan aku jugak penat mendengar..boleh ke orang dengar aku pulak? tapi, aku bukannya ada benda nak cakap pon.. takkan aku nak cakap aku penat, everyone is tired. that is the main point. semua orang penat. takkan aku nak cakap yang aku constantly penat.

tapi thats the truth

aku penat.

tapi aku nak nampak kuat
fuck all that.

because its not enough..im not happy..
tapi manusia pernah ke rasa cukup? thats another point..manusia takkan pernah rasa cukup..

so thirst of success i neglect myself
so thirst of love i neglect myslef
so thirst of everything i killed myself
take me back in the swing and back to heaven
i would choose to be an angel
not a human which full of foolness
never get enough of what we deserve
cant let go the bad and hard to be submissive to the good