It has been a longgggggg time!

Assalamualaikum and i bid a very good evening as well as good night! So it has been so long i dont spill anything here. Sebab aku tade citer nak diceritakan. Skang da hampir pertengahan sem. So its quite busy for me. Da balik trip kan. Buat la kerja. HAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAWTFHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Aku pun da start busy dengan measured drawing. Memang muka aku muka measured drawing jer. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. Takpe aku bahagia. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Oke. Sorry. I guess I'm quite high this night even when i dont take too much sweet things or drink any caffein based.
 
Sebenarnyer... I'm lying. ade bende aku nak citer. HAAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA

Remember my crush that i babble since post sem 1. Yeah, him. AHHAHAHAA shit. Sejak akhir sem lepas which is when it was the start for semester break, aku cuba utk move on. Dan (ignore all the tatabahasa bila kata penghunung takleh jadi pemula ayat) awal semester aku punyalah tekad nak move on saying i dont feel anything at him which it was a lie. But in the end, i cant fully move on guys. I cant. But (another but, hahahahaha) aku gak admit yang perasaan  aku kat dia da kurang. Mungkin sebab aku rasa a bit immatured for him to hide his story ig from me (yeah guys, after a few months aku takleh move on lagi daripada bende ni). Tapi tu bukan bende yang aku nak citer pada malam yang indah lagi sejuk ni.

Aku kan. Aku sebenarnyer tengah tahan geram tau. Kalau tak nak tu buat jer cara tak nak macam kau avoid aku dulu. Aku sumpah tak kisah. Ni tak. Because after the trip or should I said, masa trip tu he's a bit weird la. Aku ta cakap yang aku ni perasan n I'm back all over him. I'm not easy like that. Tapi dia tak lagi avoid aku macam dulu. Aku mengaku yang aku tak lagi pandang dia cam dulu. Because I no longer care.

Then tadi aku perasan he was like..kang aku cakap naty bunyik cam perasan plak. Sebab this make me very uncomfortable bila orang kau kau suka avoid kau gila gila sampai nak tgk muka kau pon kalau bole, tetiba acting somewhat normal. i guess he is bipolar. He indeed have some problem.

And me? Of course aku takde masalah bipolar cam dia. Aku ni sangat jujur. Bila aku cakap suka, that's that. And vice versa.

Aku admit, dia ada kualiti yang aku nak. Tapi ye la, kita takleh nak paksa orang. Lagipun aku cuma suka dia. Ye gais. Suka gais. Sampai dekat dua tahun aummmmm.

Oke. Tu je aku nak citer. Baiii.