Salam!!!!!!
Hahahhahahahahahhahahhahahahahahha
well..aku nak story..tapi tak tau nak story gane..emm aku kerap sangat post k?? tak ennn..en? emmmm tanya ngan habuk. takpe, takde sape bace..hahahahahahahahhaha
ntah la..tadi kitorang makan..and they ask how i was raised by my parents. there was a difference between me and them. i just dont know how to answer it. bukannyer aku kene abuse or whatsoever yang mungkin terlintas kat minda korang yang terlebih aktif tu key. not at all
aku tau ade jer yang macam aku
i know soe of there somewhere and i might shouldnttell this here. sbb ia menampakkan aku macam tak bersyukur. aku bukan tak bersyukur key, aku sangat bersyukur sbb uh yang jadikan sape aku skarang. im quite proud with myself, just because i can be myself without worries. because some of people are too insecure about themself, and i have free mind and thought
sbb when they said how they got all they want masa kecik, aku rase cam tak nak citer pasal aku. sbb aku bukan dapat pon apa yang aku nak, and when i know i will not get it, i just shut my lips because hope is much hurt than ignore.
skali lagi, aku bukan tak bersyukur, aku sangat sangat bersyukur dengan kehidupan aku. sbb aku akhirnya mengamalkan cara berfikir dengan banyak kali walaupun sekali sekala..Hahahahahahahahahhahah
sekali sekala gais
sebab aq slalu tak function...
Saturday, 19 October 2019
Thursday, 17 October 2019
Empty
Salam gais! So today...aku nak citer sikit..which..yeah..
so i guess you know that not worth feeling. You know, i think i meddle with people bussiness too much which i somehw regret it. aku tak suka nak meddle ngan bisne sorang, tapi..i cant help it when they come to me and told their feelings. i just doing my job to hear them out.shoot it. and somehow i feel somewhat empty inside. i dont know why. but i feel like thta. i feel kinda empty.
and i somehow miss my crush a bit. just a bit. and i miss aisyah and aimi too. miss them for real. im not good with words. im not good with expressing myself.
so i guess you know that not worth feeling. You know, i think i meddle with people bussiness too much which i somehw regret it. aku tak suka nak meddle ngan bisne sorang, tapi..i cant help it when they come to me and told their feelings. i just doing my job to hear them out.shoot it. and somehow i feel somewhat empty inside. i dont know why. but i feel like thta. i feel kinda empty.
and i somehow miss my crush a bit. just a bit. and i miss aisyah and aimi too. miss them for real. im not good with words. im not good with expressing myself.
Tuesday, 15 October 2019
It has been a longgggggg time!
Assalamualaikum and i bid a very good evening as well as good night! So it has been so long i dont spill anything here. Sebab aku tade citer nak diceritakan. Skang da hampir pertengahan sem. So its quite busy for me. Da balik trip kan. Buat la kerja. HAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAWTFHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Aku pun da start busy dengan measured drawing. Memang muka aku muka measured drawing jer. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. Takpe aku bahagia. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Oke. Sorry. I guess I'm quite high this night even when i dont take too much sweet things or drink any caffein based.
Sebenarnyer... I'm lying. ade bende aku nak citer. HAAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA
Remember my crush that i babble since post sem 1. Yeah, him. AHHAHAHAA shit. Sejak akhir sem lepas which is when it was the start for semester break, aku cuba utk move on. Dan (ignore all the tatabahasa bila kata penghunung takleh jadi pemula ayat) awal semester aku punyalah tekad nak move on saying i dont feel anything at him which it was a lie. But in the end, i cant fully move on guys. I cant. But (another but, hahahahaha) aku gak admit yang perasaan aku kat dia da kurang. Mungkin sebab aku rasa a bit immatured for him to hide his story ig from me (yeah guys, after a few months aku takleh move on lagi daripada bende ni). Tapi tu bukan bende yang aku nak citer pada malam yang indah lagi sejuk ni.
Aku kan. Aku sebenarnyer tengah tahan geram tau. Kalau tak nak tu buat jer cara tak nak macam kau avoid aku dulu. Aku sumpah tak kisah. Ni tak. Because after the trip or should I said, masa trip tu he's a bit weird la. Aku ta cakap yang aku ni perasan n I'm back all over him. I'm not easy like that. Tapi dia tak lagi avoid aku macam dulu. Aku mengaku yang aku tak lagi pandang dia cam dulu. Because I no longer care.
Then tadi aku perasan he was like..kang aku cakap naty bunyik cam perasan plak. Sebab this make me very uncomfortable bila orang kau kau suka avoid kau gila gila sampai nak tgk muka kau pon kalau bole, tetiba acting somewhat normal. i guess he is bipolar. He indeed have some problem.
And me? Of course aku takde masalah bipolar cam dia. Aku ni sangat jujur. Bila aku cakap suka, that's that. And vice versa.
Aku admit, dia ada kualiti yang aku nak. Tapi ye la, kita takleh nak paksa orang. Lagipun aku cuma suka dia. Ye gais. Suka gais. Sampai dekat dua tahun aummmmm.
Oke. Tu je aku nak citer. Baiii.
Sebenarnyer... I'm lying. ade bende aku nak citer. HAAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA
Remember my crush that i babble since post sem 1. Yeah, him. AHHAHAHAA shit. Sejak akhir sem lepas which is when it was the start for semester break, aku cuba utk move on. Dan (ignore all the tatabahasa bila kata penghunung takleh jadi pemula ayat) awal semester aku punyalah tekad nak move on saying i dont feel anything at him which it was a lie. But in the end, i cant fully move on guys. I cant. But (another but, hahahahaha) aku gak admit yang perasaan aku kat dia da kurang. Mungkin sebab aku rasa a bit immatured for him to hide his story ig from me (yeah guys, after a few months aku takleh move on lagi daripada bende ni). Tapi tu bukan bende yang aku nak citer pada malam yang indah lagi sejuk ni.
Aku kan. Aku sebenarnyer tengah tahan geram tau. Kalau tak nak tu buat jer cara tak nak macam kau avoid aku dulu. Aku sumpah tak kisah. Ni tak. Because after the trip or should I said, masa trip tu he's a bit weird la. Aku ta cakap yang aku ni perasan n I'm back all over him. I'm not easy like that. Tapi dia tak lagi avoid aku macam dulu. Aku mengaku yang aku tak lagi pandang dia cam dulu. Because I no longer care.
Then tadi aku perasan he was like..kang aku cakap naty bunyik cam perasan plak. Sebab this make me very uncomfortable bila orang kau kau suka avoid kau gila gila sampai nak tgk muka kau pon kalau bole, tetiba acting somewhat normal. i guess he is bipolar. He indeed have some problem.
And me? Of course aku takde masalah bipolar cam dia. Aku ni sangat jujur. Bila aku cakap suka, that's that. And vice versa.
Aku admit, dia ada kualiti yang aku nak. Tapi ye la, kita takleh nak paksa orang. Lagipun aku cuma suka dia. Ye gais. Suka gais. Sampai dekat dua tahun aummmmm.
Oke. Tu je aku nak citer. Baiii.
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