Depressed ?

 

idk..

it comes back..

i thought i will be okay.. i feel that it worsen,..

no..hahah..i will always okay.. not talking to anyone about this is okay..no one will ever know..i will sort it by myself.. i will find a way..

i've tried..

multiple times.. i search the ways to escape.. but it was only for a moment before it comes back. i heard writing is one of the way..so here i am..🙆✨ 

lately i lose my appetite, have very excessive sleep which is people thought it was good since i didnt really get enough sleep for a couple month..but it feels weird when you dont sleep much and suddenly always wanted to sleep.. however today, rn, i didnt sleep from 2 a.m

this driving me craze..

not just that..my family is..kind of fall apart..

having this things since 3 years ago making me sick of myself.

i've find a way to become more cheerful, change myself to be a better person in communication, but rn i think it doesnt help me anymore..

i feel like a sin telling my stories here..but since no one dropped by, i think it is okay.. :)