at the edge of sky

what happen if you are at the edge of the sky when one foot in the air and another foot on the ground. looking down and wondering what will happen.that is how i am. waiting to fall while looking back. waiting for wind to push me down and hit the ground.

i told myself, i have to be strong..

i need to be strong..

i need to protect all that i love ..

even when they are far away..

even when they dont need me..

because i need them..

i need them to stay sane..

i need to keep my rasionalism..

when im angry, i need to stay calm..
eventhough its killing me inside..
eventhough i can barely touch the light..

i will do it if its the only way for me to stay strong..