too many work to handle..

mehhh..night all..(like there's people that want to read). whatever. i want to say about my feelings here.

1. there's too many work in one time. yeah, it's kind of normal for form 6 student to bear a lot of task, but not this semester. too many drawings to make. (don't ask why i wasting my time on my blog while there's a lot of thing that i can do. i need this blog). honestly, im tired. many work in one time. it's okay. but this time, too many work in one time, and there's more work for next time. and i have to make it in time frame.seriously, this is not me.  i'm the kind of person that dont really care (still care but not like this)

now i'm turn to half crazy, half lethargic. sometimes i will dance and singing loudl, and sometimes i will say sarcastic thing with tired sound. (i don't settle engine drawings yet for my second subject matters.) seriously, i cant wait for my works to end.


2. urghhhh, i dont know why. well, i don't care if there's anyone who want to married, couple or else. seriously, i don't care. but...this time i cant handle anymore.everywhere is drama! can you imagine, the tv shows love drama...every single second! my eyes...my eyes...noooooooooo. (okay, too much)

everytime i see love drama on tv, it piss me off. then..yeah, the sarcastic me come out. even me hate the sarcastic me. because i will act really sarcastic with a full sarcasm. even me cant handle it. how can i expect somebody else can face my sarcasm...

one day at school...

friend 1: you know, the oil ads on tv, the one that have tiger running (smile widely)
me: blankly stare at her. (this time i really tired thinking of drawing while draw the engine)
friend 2: hahahahha! you dont have television! hahahahaha!
me: (smirk at friend 2) yeah, i dont have the television, the television belongs to my parents.
friend 1 : haha, well, that means everyone dont have television. (laugh awkwardly)
friend 2: (smile awkwardly to me and continue her work)

seee....well, i'm mean.

3. i dont know. something disappear from my life, my heart. make me feel lethargic and..stress? depressed? sad? i dont know. im just down. well, whatever, it doesn't matter right? right? right?

bye.....

*those gif not belong to me....the first one: suga bts,   below him: Jhope bts... it conclude my feeling mehhh