too many work to handle..

mehhh..night all..(like there's people that want to read). whatever. i want to say about my feelings here.

1. there's too many work in one time. yeah, it's kind of normal for form 6 student to bear a lot of task, but not this semester. too many drawings to make. (don't ask why i wasting my time on my blog while there's a lot of thing that i can do. i need this blog). honestly, im tired. many work in one time. it's okay. but this time, too many work in one time, and there's more work for next time. and i have to make it in time frame.seriously, this is not me.  i'm the kind of person that dont really care (still care but not like this)

now i'm turn to half crazy, half lethargic. sometimes i will dance and singing loudl, and sometimes i will say sarcastic thing with tired sound. (i don't settle engine drawings yet for my second subject matters.) seriously, i cant wait for my works to end.


2. urghhhh, i dont know why. well, i don't care if there's anyone who want to married, couple or else. seriously, i don't care. but...this time i cant handle anymore.everywhere is drama! can you imagine, the tv shows love drama...every single second! my eyes...my eyes...noooooooooo. (okay, too much)

everytime i see love drama on tv, it piss me off. then..yeah, the sarcastic me come out. even me hate the sarcastic me. because i will act really sarcastic with a full sarcasm. even me cant handle it. how can i expect somebody else can face my sarcasm...

one day at school...

friend 1: you know, the oil ads on tv, the one that have tiger running (smile widely)
me: blankly stare at her. (this time i really tired thinking of drawing while draw the engine)
friend 2: hahahahha! you dont have television! hahahahaha!
me: (smirk at friend 2) yeah, i dont have the television, the television belongs to my parents.
friend 1 : haha, well, that means everyone dont have television. (laugh awkwardly)
friend 2: (smile awkwardly to me and continue her work)

seee....well, i'm mean.

3. i dont know. something disappear from my life, my heart. make me feel lethargic and..stress? depressed? sad? i dont know. im just down. well, whatever, it doesn't matter right? right? right?

bye.....

*those gif not belong to me....the first one: suga bts,   below him: Jhope bts... it conclude my feeling mehhh

Me and Baby!

guys guys guys! i get excited!!!

haaa.. ni yang nak cerita ni. siang tadi aku beraya la kan, sepupu aku ni ada anak, umur dy dalam sthaun lebih.
serius, aku langsung tak berminat dengan budak.
nak dijadikan citer, budak dekat dekat ngan aku. comel betul anak sepupu aku ni. budak laki. dia tarik tarik baju aku, duduk atas riba aku, baring kat riba aku..adeyyyy, manja nyerrr...

nak tau tak aku rasa apa..aku rasa macam..satu perasaan yang aku tak pernah rasa sebelum ni. err being happy around kids? sebab aku paling menyampah dengan budak2, dan aku memang tak reti nak layan budak. tapi tadi budak ni mintak dukung jadi aku pun dukung laa, adeyyyyy..tak tau nak citer cane feeling uh walaupun aku ni ada adik.

pastu kan, masa aku nak balik uh, budak uh mintak aku dukung dia, dia tak nak lepaskan aku, aku nak turunkan dia, dy peluk aku, awwww comelnyerrr. tak tau nape budak uh berkenan sangat ngan aku. hahahahha. #akuhepisebenarnya

jap..aku rasa aku dah parah. jap. aku dah ada sifat keibuan ke? jappp. arghhhhh tidakkk! takkanlah! aku kan kasar, takkanlah dah ada perasaan keibuan ni. tidakkk!!!!

key la, aku blah dulu..baiiii

Cuti Raya yang sibuk!

firstly, walaupun aku tahu takde siapa yang nak baca blog aku ni, aku tetap nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

secondly... cer teka malam ni aku sibuk buat apa??
tolong mak masak? nooo....
pasang langsir?? noooo...
anyam ketupat?? memang tak arrrr...
hahaha, mesti tak tau unnn..
meh aku gitau..

aku buat powerpoint. seronokkkk. dari pukul 10 aku buat, sampai sekarang tak siap.. tengok pukul berapa aku post? satu lebih kannn.

tu baru powerpoit, belom lagi tiga karangan aku yang tergendala. bukan karangan bm ekkk, no no no (cam gedik jer)
tapi karangan p.a, apa benda tu? alih media, lebih kurang laaa..aku tak paham pon wey cane nak buat..hahahahha... dah r, aku sibuk ni..babai..

*sonok main wifi kat kampung ni..hahahahaha..trimas kt pakcik aku

ravi & hyuk vixx - Memory

well, as you can see..i put playlist in my blog. so i will post the lyrics. well, not everyone understand the meaning of korean songs right?

well the blue one is the rapper who is ravi

I need memories

huimihaejyeo ganeun //The image of you loving me
nareul saranghadeon ne moseup // is fading away
boiji anneun eolgul // I can’t see your face
ityeojyeo ganeun sarang // The love is being forgotten

du ppyam wiro heureudeon nunmuldeureun // The tears that fell down my cheeks
eoneusae ssak da memallasseo // Have dried up at some point
memallagadeon chejungeun boran deusi // As if to show you, my weight that got so thin
neowa itdeon ttaewa gatajyeotgo ijeneun kkinido // Has become the same as I was with you
georeujireul anko gulgeun // Now I don’t skip meals,
nunmul han bangul eopsido // I can fall asleep without shedding thick tears
nan pyeonhi jame deul su iseojyeosseo // Yes go, no don’t go
geurae ga ani gaji ma michyeoseoneun ibyeoreul // When I had this crazy cycle of heartbreak
banbokadeon nal antakkaun nunbicheuro // You looked at me with a pitiful look
barabodeon neoreul jeoldae ijeul su eopda // I can never forget that
jeoldaero ijeul su eopda // I can never forget that
jeoldaero ijeul su eopdago // I can never forget that
chakgakhaetdeon nan ije // I was mistaken and now
ni eolguljochado gieok an na // I can’t even remember your face

Baby bye bye bye
butjabeuryeo haebwado // I tried to hold onto you
swipge japhijil anaseo // But I couldn’t easily hold you
nado mollae ijeonna bwa // So I forgot you without even knowing
Baby bye bye bye
ijen nunmuljocha an na // Now I don’t even shed tears
neoui nunbitgwa songil modeun geosi da // Your eyes, your touch, your everything
ityeojyeo ganeunga bwa // Your eyes, your touch, your everything

neowa hamkke gatdeon jangsowa meokdeon eumsik // Places I went with you, food I ate with you
haetdeon daehwaneun hayake jiwojyeoseoneun // Things I talked about with you, they’re becoming blank
saeparake meongdeureotdeon iyudo ijeonne // I forgot about the black and blue bruised reasons too
neol ssiseonaego jiwonaeryeodeon heotdoen noryeokhadeon // I long for the days I uselessly tried to
wash you away and erase you
geuttaega geuriwojyeosseo geunaldeurui sangcheoga // I miss the scars from back then
jigeumeun geuriwojyeosseo
Why nan dasi neo ttaemune dachigo sipeo // Why? I want to be hurt because of you again
naneun dasi neo ttaemune // I want to be in pain
because of you and shed tears
apaseo nunmureul heulligo sipeo
[Ravi/Hyuk] nunmureul heulligo sipeo //  i want to shed tears
[Ravi/Hyuk] nunmureul heulligo sipeodo // I want to shed tears
ije deomdeomhae jyeobeorin simjangen //But now my heart is dull
heullil nunmuri eopseojyeosseo // and there are no tears left to shed

Baby bye bye bye 
butjabeuryeo haebwado
swipge japhijil anaseo
nado mollae ijeonna bwa
Baby bye bye bye 
ijen nunmuljocha an na
neoui nunbitgwa songil modeun geosi da
ityeojyeo ganeunga bwa

Yeah I need need need memories
Yeah I need need need memories
Yeah I need need need memories
Yeah I need need need memories

Yeah I need memories 
neowa utgo uldeon gwageodeul // The times I laughed and cried with you
Yeah I need memories 
nareul barabodeon ne eolgureul // Your face that looked at me
idaero ijeul suneun eopseo // I can’t forget it like this
ijeobeorigien neomuna saranghaetdeon neoreul // I loved you too much to forget
geureon neoreul swipge tteona bonael sun eopseo // I can’t easily let go of you
charari dasi gwageoro doragaseo tteonaganeun // I’d rather go back to the past
neoreul pume ango neol saranghanda oechigo // Hold you when you were leaving and say I love you
hyeonsireul ppurichimyeo unmyeongeul dwijibeo beoril geol // I should’ve shaken off reality and flipped our fate
idaeroneun mot bonae jeoldaero an bonae // I can’t let you go like this, I’ll never let go
neol ireodo neol inneun geon mothae // Even if I lose you, I can’t ever forget you 

yeongwonhage gaseum anin meoriro // To make it forever,
neol saranghalge nan // I’ll love you not with my heart but with my head

Baby bye bye bye 
nae yeope neon eopseodo // Though you’re not by my side
gwageoui neoreul tteoollyeo // I’ll remember the you of the past
dasi saranghal geoya neol // I’ll remember the you of the past
Baby bye bye bye
dasi nunmureul heullyeodo // Even if I shed tears again
neoui nunbitgwa songil modeun geoseul da // I’ll think of your eyes, your touch, your everything
tteoollimyeo ul geoya // As I cry

Yeah I need need need memories
Yeah I need need need memories
Yeah I need need need memories
Yeah I need need need memories

when i copy this lyrics, i realized that the lyrics not sync properly..my bad... credit to colourcodedlyrics.com

kerja kursus seni stpm sem 3!

okey guys, kali ni aku nak pot pet sikit pasal kerja kursus seni sem 3.
well, setiap tahun mestilah lain kan dia punya soalan, tapi hanya satu yang pasti (agaknyalahh..)! soalan nya sama ada perekaan ataupun pengakryaan. nak buat kerja kursus mesti nak ada proposal kan...dan aku tau, dalam banyak banyak kerja kursus, proposal menjadi salah satu masalah...

jadi...aku dedahkan la sikit keyword dia..tapi aku tak boleh la dedahkan hasil kerja aku. bahaya kotttt.

1. PENGHARGAAN
yang ni korang copy paste jer dari kerja kursus P.A sem 2. jangan pikir banyak sangat. lepastu korang tukar la sikit sikit macam subjek, guru korang...

2. PENGENALAN
disebabkan aku tak bercadang nak dedahkan hasil kerja aku jadi....aku cuma bagi keyword key. contoh, korang ambik pengkaryaan, berikan maksud pengkaryaan. pengenalan ni biasanya definisi jerrr.

3. PERNYATAAN MASALAH KAJIAN
yang ni pun masalah jugak kan korang nak buat. key point nyer, apa yang jadi masalah korang nak buat kajian korang ataupun benda utama yang korang nak buat tu. korang kena nyatakan. mungkin penerangan aku tak berapa betul, pape pon, korang kena rujuk kat cikgu korang.

4. PENENTUAN TEMA, KONSEP, SUBJEK DAN KANDUNGAN
disebabkan aku buat pengkaryaan, jadi aku gunakan semua basic ni. cuma dalam proposal aku, aku lupa nak masukkan media dan teknik, lain kali korang masukkan eh. jangan jadi macam aku. aku dah hantar dah pun. dan mungkin saat korang baca ni, kajian aku dah siap da..
okey.. TEMA
tema ni lebih kepada penerangan soalan yang korang buat serta subjek utama yang terlibat. kat sini korang kena terangkan semula subjek serta penekanan korang
kedua.. KONSEP
konsep ni pun mesti korang masalah nak buat kan? konsep ni lebih kepada apa yang korang nak tunjukkan dalam kajian korang. korang kena bagi sekurang kurangnya 3. kat sini korang boleh cerita pasal aspek formal yang korang nak guna, cuma jangan terlalu detail. sebagai contoh, korang na guna semi abstrak. korang ceritakan apa itu semi abstrak. ataupun korang boleh ceritakan sifat2 subjek korang tu. aku tau, benda ni sudah untuk korang faham dalam bentuk teks, sekali lagi, tanya cikgu korang.
ketiga.. SUBJEK
serius, benda ni korang jangan lupakan! subjek terdiri daripada subjek utama dan subjek sokongan. apa tu subjek utama? subjek utama merupakan subjek dalam tema korang ataupun dalam soalan.
dan apa itu subjek sokongan? subjek sokongan ni benda sampingan yang korang nak tambah
contohnya : subjek utama korang kereta.. jadi subjek sokongan korang, korang boleh guna macam jalan raya, lampu jalan dan sebagainya
keempat..KANDUNGAN
mesti korang tertanya..apa benda ni???? kandungan ni terdiri daripada dua iaitu maksud tersurat dan maksud tersirat. maksut tersurat ni adalah mesej melalui imej tampak. cara korang nak sampaikan melalui imej tampak
makna tersirat pula adalah makna yang korang nak sampaikan kepada audiens melalui imej tampak. cthnya kenapa korang gunakan imej tersebut

jangan lupa masukkan MEDIA dan TEKNIK

5. ASPEK FORMAL DAN GAYA PENAMPILAN.
aspek formal sekurang kurangnya 3. aspek formal dan konsep berkait rapat. apa yang korang nyatakan dalam konsep, korang kena jelaskan dalam aspek formal. korang kena cerita kenapa korang nak gunakan aspek formal tu? cthnya korang nak guna keseimbangan. okey, kenapa korang  nak gunakan keseimbangan? dia kena ada kaitan dengan soalan yang korang pillih ehhhh
gaya penampilan pulak...kat sini korang nak guna apa? abstrak? semi abstrak? realistik? kalau semi abstrak, aliran apa yang korang nak guna? pop art? post impressionisme? expressionisme? impressionism? macam yang korang tahu, ada banyak aliran..kalau nak unik, pilih la kubisme..hahahaha (aku serius!)

6. last but not least.. PERNYATAAN KEPENTINGAN KAJIAN
part ni consist tujuan korang nak buat kajian tu. yang pertama, korang boleh buat untuk diri sendiri. pandai pandai la korang buat ayat. okey, kenapa korang buat kajian ni? apa kepentingan kepada korang? mestilah demi markah kan? jangan nak temberang...hahahaha
benda ni sekurang kurangnya 3, tak tau la kalau boleh kurang, tapi aku buat tiga.
yang kedua, kepentingan kepada masyarakat/ audiens. kenapa korang buat ni untuk masyarakat? untuk beri kesedaran kepada masyarakat? boleh jer..yang penting jangan lari daripada soalan yang korang buat....dan lagi satu...pandai pandai korang. korang kan pandai, sebab tu la korang masuk form 6 un

okey, aku rasa aku da cerita banyak sangat ni. yang penting rujuk cikgu korang. tanya dan tunjukkan draf penulisan. jangan main taram jer, benda ni semua melibatkan markah. dan jangan lupa, catat tarikh korang discuss dengan cikgu korang. semua tu markah...

gud luck guys! btw, thanks key sebab sudi baca ni. aku harap, sedikit sebanyak, dapat tolong korang..