im anxious

Salam gais! so actuallly I'm quite anxious. with myself of course. first its about love.  its not a serious relationship, but deep inside, i would like to make this work. work for real, even though i know it will be really hard. however, in the same time, i feel really insecure with myslef which i think i forgot how to be in love. because it maybe so hard for me after a massive broken heart a few years ago. and i wish i never going through again because it is too annoying for me to feel a massive feel of the edge and having depression symptom likewhat the hell. hahahahhahahahahaha. so i already read if imcompletelyconvinced i am forgot how to love. so the site say learn to love unconditionally. but yeah, i dont want to take a risk. because yeah, i dont want to take a risk. i feel anxious, i feel worried..but whatever its not important..so bye